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[Saturday
July 1st, 2006
1:58pm] |
new journal. again.
cuz i'm lame..
add it.
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| nobody ever told her it's the wrong way. |
[Saturday
June 24th, 2006
7:27am] |
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brooke sucks at life.
gosh. she can't even WAKE UP FOR HER BEST FRIEND.
haha. no. i'm not mad. i just have nothing better to say. but i feel like saying something anyways. so yeah. next time i say 'so yeah' i'm gonna punch myself in the fucking face. starting now. i can never say it again.
brooke was supposed to wake up at like 5:30 to come to my house. haha. i've been up since 4:30. i really need to do something about my fucked up sleeping schedule. the..last time i slept..i went to bed at 6:30. & had to get up at 9. then i came back home & slept. then i had to wake up at 5. & then i went back to sleep at like 10. &now..i've been up since 4:30. hm. maybe if i just stay up all day until like..midnight, i can go to sleep & be normal. yeah. that's it. i'm waking my dad up & he's taking me to mcdonald's.
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| yay for heated lakes. |
[Friday
June 16th, 2006
6:15pm] |
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today was the most active i've been in a while. i went with brooke to mt. storm. it's a heated lake. & it's actually pretty warm. i had a lot of fun. but now my nose & my shoulders are all sunburnt. my nose is the only part that hurts. i'm pretty worn out though. so now i'm just sitting here watching rocko's modern life. i have a feeling i'm gonna be outrageously bored later because i'm here by myself. & my daddy's at work until 8 in the morning. ):
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| bangbangshabang. |
[Thursday
June 15th, 2006
9:42pm] |
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i'm so ridiculously bored. video games aren't cutting it anymore. i need a life. i need hobbies. & i need to quit listening to grillz. because quite frankly, it's getting annoying. i think i'm gonna go play the sims. or something.
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| wooh. yeah. okay. |
[Monday
June 12th, 2006
8:45pm] |
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yeah. so much for updating for summer. maybe i really will though because i always like reading back on this. right now, i'm at my dad's house with brooke. we've been playing video games since 12:30. & we're getting ready to play super smash bros. because..we're..lame. i guess? i dono. kbye.
p.s. if i never write in this again it's because the squeaky-high-pitched-creepy-window-looker-inner-trash-thief from down the road got me. & brooke too.
AHHHH.
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| it's been a long time.. |
[Saturday
May 27th, 2006
1:11pm] |
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wow. it's been a really long time since i've written in this thing. i decided i might try to write in it for summer..just because that's when i used to write in it, & it's kinda of traditional or something. it's not quite summer yet, but there's only like 2 days of school left, but i figure this is close enough.
i don't have anything exciting or interesting to talk about right now. i'm at brooke's. & we're going to cumberland later to go to the mall. & then to a bar. cuz my dad's going to play poker. heh. but yeah. i'll write when i have something better to say.
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[Saturday
October 29th, 2005
5:18pm] |
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i quit for now. i decided to conform & make a xanga..i'll still be here reading stuff..and leaving comments...kthxbye.
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| Whatcha do on your own time's just fine..my imagination's much worse..I just never wanna know. |
[Tuesday
October 25th, 2005
9:30pm] |
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today sucked so hard.
it didn't start out that bad. it was actually pretty cool. school was all chaotic. we left early & whatnot. hung out with jessica, shayla, & josh afterwards. yep. it was pretty alright. thennn..i had to go see my mom at her store. she's a whore. i cannot stand her with any ounce of..me..right now. her or my step-dad. so..i wanted to stay with jessica & shayla tonight since school was cancelled tomorrow. they wouldn't let me..so i got pissed as usual. but whatever. i just like went back in the back room & sat there. then they came back there & started saying stupid shit..& i threatened to run away. i've never done that before..so they were just like..yeah..whatever. assholes. anyways. i came back out to the front of the store. & i was like begging to go somewhere. anywhere. i just wanted to get the hell out of there. & then my step-dad was like..'if you ask again..that's a no for the next time you wanna go somewhere'..& i said whatever or something stupid. & then he was like..that's 2 no's. & it just kept going up because i wasn't shutting up. then i was like..'do you see why i wanna live with my dad' & my step-dad was like, 'because he's never home..or he's sleeping, so you can run around & do whatever with whoever'..& i was getting even more pissed..& i was like..'no..it's cuz i actually LIKE him'..then more stuff was said..& he said something about my tongue ring making me slutty. & i flipped out. i was like, 'TAKE ME HOME RIGHT FUCKING NOW! YOU JUST CALLED ME A FUCKING SLUT!' & i started crying & stuff because i'm an emotional idiot. hah. anyways. so i was all crying..& i didn't know what to do with myself. so i left. i started walking the train tracks. it was snowing. i was freezing. i was crying so hard i couldn't see. it sucked. a lot. then a train came. i freaked out..slid down a bank. i was even colder. gosh. it was absolutely terrible. i finally made it to rorrie's road. part of me wanted to see my step-dad's truck coming down the road after me, just to know that he was following me. but then part of me was scared to death because of the shit i'm gonna be in when i finally do go home. so anyways. the moral of the story. i ran away. & i'm not going back. ever. until tomorrow. or so.
the end.
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| I'm good to go, but it looks like I'm still on my own |
[Saturday
October 22nd, 2005
8:10pm] |
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today was a boring saturday. well not really boring. it had a lot of stuff happening in it. but it wasn't cool. haha. well..i woke up at 7:00 for some reason that is beyond me. i got online for a little bit..then i got ready for work. ahh..yeah..so then i went to work..and worked. i saw victoria & her friend..and jai & his friend..then i got off work at 2:00. titty sent me a text & i found out she was at the mall. so i ran down to arby's as fast as i could and got her! =] we walked around for a while until she had to leave. but it was great anyways. then i saw hughston. and he finally gave me my freakin' necklace! it's great. i love it. then i saw jacob.. and we walked around a little bit..then i went home. and amber's in town. but i'm not sure what i think about that. i don't know if i wanna see her because i kinda feel like she ran out on me. i'm not sure how much sense that makes..but i don't care. like..she came back here..and everything was normal again. she lived here for about 3 weeks. then she just left again. she says she didn't go back for danny, but i really don't believe her. why else would she go back? she said so many times that this was exactly how she always wanted everything to be. but..whatever. anyways. she's back for the weekend. but..yeah. back to my story. so i went home..and i was on the computer and i looked out the window and jessica, shayla, & amanda were in my driveway. ahh..so then i left with them. we took amanda home.. then we went up to the mall. again. haha. walked around for a little bit. and i saw hughston! again! wooh! now i'm home again. but being home sucks. and i think i'm gonna try to go to rorrie's. i haven't stayed there in a while.
yesterday was great though. me & jared hung out. i haven't hung out with him like that in a loooong time. we went to titty & kara's. then we went to subway..then we went & picked up his check. then to wal-mart. then to the mall. we saw joni, lea, and raina. and then i saw brandon. except for at first i didn't see him & i didn't say hi. and i kinda felt bad. but i ended up seeing him & i ended up saying hi. yeah. that made no sense. but yeah. spent the day with jared. fun times. haha. we had some 'deep conversations'. hah. yeah. i'm gonna go find some way to spend my saturday night..
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| Too many doses & I'm starting to get an attraction.. |
[Sunday
October 16th, 2005
11:49am] |
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i hate sunday. it's the worst day of the week. especially when i'm up at my dad's house & i don't wanna go home. grr. oh well. i guess i have to. i gotta go to work tomorrow. if i didn't have to i would at least try to stay another day. i haven't been here in like..2 months. it freakin' sucks so bad when i have to go home. =[ oh well. i guess i'll be back in two weeks, right? hopefully.
hm..on a happier note..i love 3rd block. a lot. it's so freakin' great. friday there was a sub & jared & i just sat in there the whole time & fucked around. we even went out to his car & 'got the french discs'.. haha. yeah.. well, i have to go help brooke open these cans. <3
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| Keep my feet on the ground, keep my head in the clouds. |
[Friday
October 14th, 2005
10:50pm] |
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i finally got to see brooke! i'm at her house right now! wooh! it's so great! i haven't seen her in like..a really long time. i just hugged her with all my might when i first saw her. wooh. mm..let's see. after school, me, jessica, mandy, amanda, and shayla all went to the mall. yeah. it was fun. i guess. haha. we were only there for like 3 minutes. haha. maybe 15. oh well. still fun. then i went back home and packed for my dad's and stuff. amber's moving back to maryland this weekend maybe. beth might be starting at lincoln. that'd be freakin' awesome. i would be so excited. ahh. well..that's all. i'm gonna go drink lemonade.
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| My insides are copper, I'd kill to make them gold |
[Wednesday
October 5th, 2005
9:35pm] |
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finally got rid of the class that made me freakin' hate school. i got switched out of creative writing for french III. it's just me & jared. i'm so excited! that's gonna be the best class. i can't take that creative writing shit. it's not the writing part..it's the reading it out loud stuff that gets me. i'm so shy anyways, and then the teacher makes us read that out loud. it's dumb. so i quit. no more skipping school though. it's kinda pathetic to skip school because you're like..petrified of a class..but oh well. i did it. but i'm done now. um..yeah..that's like the highlight of my day/week/life. um. work tomorrow & friday. saturday morning off to laurel! hellllloooo brian ortega. haha. i miss that kid. i can't wait to hug him with all of my might. it's gonna be awesome. ahh..that's all i got. later.
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| Demented as the motives in your head.. |
[Thursday
August 18th, 2005
12:44pm] |
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I'm at Brooke's..We took pictures..Um..Then we went to sleep..Then Kay called and said I had to work Sunday, Monday, and Tuesday..Then we woke up big time..Here's some pictures..
( Pictures from last night.. )
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